Form 4.

I just pass by my second week of school life,
all thing was new here, subjects, classmates and others. (my bag and my white school uniform :p )

timetable for my classes are also new here,
i was envy those people who left their class at 1.10p.m
and i was needed to stay till 2.20p.m due for my class subject.
it was tiring.

through the second week, and yesterday some of my CF seniors told me that,
science and account is not what i think to be that easy,
i must be more hardworking than anyone else,
cause i haven't been to tuition.

as i was intend for taking tuition for my form 4 year,
and i don't know whether next year should i or not.
father and mother, especially my father,
he was worried about my ability to catch up those new subjects,
add math (the most) , chemist, physics, bio, ACCOUNT (subject i worry the most =3= )
every one was saying , form 4 form 5 , there's no time for honeymoon anymore.

I know, all those things.
i know, should i be taking tuitions or not.
it just, i wasn't really to be used to recent life.

the subjects, the ACTIVITYss,
it just let me know what is stress all about since 1997,
i was afraid, to accept many challenges and unexpected subject content.
it was hard, that's what i know.


so, i was planning trying to not get into many activities.
I'm afraid i will FALL, FAIL.

and my mood wasn't always good recently from school started till now,
ummm, i think it was afraid , yea, afraid.


i went devotion just now,
all i want to conclude is,
Stop, and get rest with God.

It was all unexpectable,

subjects, relationships, many.

Emmanuel, (:

God is with us.

Chiaos!

have a happy day everyone.

(: