ANTS

Its been a long time until now that i can post something usual about anything in my life recently,

and now i can feel like my sense of English flowed out naturally after ANTS xD

but my 'sense of English' didn't work well in ANTS though . ==

BUT , the most of the time i'm using English lah :p

to ensure everybody knows what i am talking and without neglecting other (as there were Indian's there)

So, start from ANTS-eve

It maybe a boring post cause there are no pics for this ,

but maybe one :p

Hmm, it all started at 4pm,

we (many people lah, lazy tag all :p )

doing things, packing things ang all those stuffs for 2mr .

( 2mr = boot camp, JLC , and BNTS camp )

DO and DO and DO *the dew xD

then suddenly the thing i'm using ( lamination thingi) broke down

and it was ...UH OH.

things are going not right , everything was waiting behind,

then, we thought it will be all right after leaving it there to cool down 

( it was hot after using it for sometime )

then we went to eat dinner.

then, we come back at 10pm, ( we went 8++ something *mayb )

then, we pleaded Mdm.Ling Shuang to buy chatime for us as a MOTIVATION

for doing work xD

but, after we came bac the lamination thingi still not work ,

UH OH.

so Miss YS 'break it' and see what's happen inside,

really got problem , so faster call Mdm.Ling Shuang buy a new one in the night 

as she was the one who have car xD and EnHui was following.

then.....many things happened.

*ARGGGHH, LAZY ==*

as i was back home at 11pm others were still at there 'fighting' until the last people back at 2am. 

thanks God everything was all right.

ANTS

i woke at 5:45 am, as to polish all those things before going there and polish.

So, we prepared all things and went church for gather.

everybody was there, quite early.

as everybody felt ganjiong about their camps and all those thing,

so actually ANTS's gathering time not same with BNTS and other camps.

so i'm quite relax. :p

actually, i don't feel any ganjiong-ness going ANTS,

it was , duh? it can be predict going to 'suffer' , doing starjumps and all.

and then, BNTS went.

we ANTS waiting to go.

waiting for sir.Thomas to come.

then he come, we go.

OK, after we reach there,

we still need to wait for 45 min ++

now, suffering starts.

registration,

it was been paste at the wall actually,

and everybody sees it, and IGNORE it.

so, with neglect-tion of it,

we kena punish for star jumps lots and in half hour we've been kena jogs for 4 rounds in the fields.

OMG.

late how many minutes then kena for how many lots.

then, 

i get to know i get to same SQ with who.

Group coach : Captain Tan Giok Hui

( shes nice, she provide us sweets everytime HEHEEE )

1. Wong Yi Sheng

2. Jonathan Cheng

3. Low Lay Hoe

4. Josiah Ng 

5. Soon Vei Ter

6. Joshua Cowie

7. Shuang Shuang

8. Lee Hui Chi

9. Ricky Choo

10. Kelvin Tham

11. Wong Yee Hern

12. Nixon Lee

13. Nicholas Lee

and a very 斯文 d officer , Mdm. Karen 

i was grateful i've been divide into this group,

gt very 废材 d Jonathan Cheng and his 'girlfiriend' YiSheng,

leadership+infuenceable d Lay Hoe,

gt very gentle and cute :p d Josiah ( he's cute)

thn the only one 4 country mixed blood banana + funny,

thn others i didn't know well :p

opening ceremony,
very pity,
the result also........
not good too...

then class, group class then........blah :p

1st day sudah kena 30++ lots @@

thn at night ...haiz ==

dun wan say liao la... :p

duck walk sucks :x

the next day !

finally get my own ANTS shirt !

feel proud T^T

PT

breakfast

class (gua)

thn....
have service at the church there,
the place very nice and big,
and is my first time joining Methodist service here.
when the time the pastor preech,
i was at the back and its like every ANTS member fishing at there :x
very funny xD

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lunch we cook our self,

all i can say is

FUN !

being cooperate with other,

laughing with each other,

teamwork is all about, although time is not enough ~.~

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in the night !

'party' time !

the head coaches gave us time to discuss than report to him what we are talking.

shhh, dun tell others

we ( me, Zhu Yis , Ricky ) went backside and gave other say their things,

thn we at back talking and playing :pp

thn gt a pattern kia pattern-ing lo,

thn say many many things lo,

actually can say it out d , no need like very mysterious d ,

thn pattern kia say shhhh thn blah blah blah

i can see many leader's are talking and suggesting things there,

it make me gam dong actually ==

like many geng d ppl thr...

tolerence-ing, cooperateting with each other to get better results,

there are also many good ideas and very charismatic d ppl,

我才知道，

一山还有一山高。

thn 12:00 am start our punishment,
star jumps comes first,
then they say there is another way to reduce lots than doing lots all the way without speaking out.
(currently : 59 lots x 50 )

thn, a lot of different sound comes out.
'I suggest....I suggest....I sugeest...'
everybody waiting for 1 leader to came out and lead.
but none. *at first la
but in my heart i'm actually giving hope to one of my squad leaders Lay Hoe to speak,
but haven't la..

then,
many 'leaders' begin to speak.

i found out its hard to speak infront of many people,
i found out its hard to associate with other people by hearing their needs and wants,
but, by this,
many suggestion been reject by others.

so, we only hear and think and make choices on what the leaders say,
there are approximately about 3-4 leader that ALWAYS stand out to lead .

and QinDao, Ricky at last only come out to lead AWHILE.

then,
officers suggest a way to giv us reduce lots by answering question,
so there gt chemistry question, BB knowledge, music, G.O.H then Moral ==
moral answer by HZY.
music answer by LQD.
very geng u two ! thumbs up !

then,
continue with basketball jumps.
the officers are nice enough giving us 10 times jumps a lot,
but the pattern kia say say say things,
everybody sien diao, lol.
then,
continue starjumps.

by the way,
I've been a first-aider thr !! yay !!
thanks for Lay Hoe actually ==
again.
coz he was the first one who volunteer to help those 'chou gan' members,
then suddenly he called me to help him ( actually i asked him 'is there anything i can help?' )
xD
so, yay!

*actually not first aider la, == just help people massage their legs .boooo :p *

so times went on like this,
sekejap starjumps, sekejap Q&A section....
then,
i remembered the time that 25 time last jumps,
everybody was in the mood and continued,
1.........24, 25,and stop!
everybody cheered .
finally, clear our lots with tiredness and happiness at 4:30++ am.


then, head coach gave us some sleep then let us go.


last day !

we slept at 5:30am after bathing and wake at 6:30am - -
as to polish and wash up.
but everybody was in the lazy mood ,
like late jiu late la that morning.
but i was punctual :p

breakfast !
i was the Representative *2nd time
head coach gave us instructions,
and this was the best time serving the food on time.
head coach gave us 4 min but we use 3 min 55 second. *gua

then, prepare for closing ceremony,
G.O.H without color.

finally, everything gone right, and tidy.
every post had filled by members,
(forget gt wad post dy :p)

so, closing ceremony went nice.

then, gt something like graduation ceremony like that.
giving away certificate for BNTS and ANTS.






GROSSSSNASTTTYYYNEEESSSS !
i look grosssssssss ew!

but that is still a memorable thing ==

then, is the time to go.
everybody say bye bye to each other,
Sgt. Liaw Wen Xiang i met after 2 years at BNTS very shubit ==,
then bye bye to new friends that know each other 2 days ago,
it all went normal.

3rd Kajang unite !
finally.
hahahaha :p



conclusion...
i learn so many things in this 3 days,
i saw many different things in other companies,
and also the class in ANTS la.


everything will be in my mind forever,
although time passes so fast.


congratulations!
I'm a graduate from ANTS.

dint take pic for cert coz the IC of 3rd Kajang all wrong ady ==

EET02 ROCKS !





bye!
(:
#sweetmemories

Yo.

Its Saturday, though.

getting used to everything beside me,

whether it is bad or good.

This will be a short post,

cause....all th CNY pics that have ME inside,

its...not really good.. hmmm.

plus....my camera spoiled :p

so some of the pictures that not taken by me,

its all blurred . lol

and than,

nothing special happened.

let me share a-bitsy-titsy things about me lately,

weekdays:

1.waiting for longer bells.

( for run-from-fire practise thingi, that includes the whole school,duh @@ )

2. Be an entertain-ner

my friends often laugh at me, coz i'm best making jokes, lammee jokes.

3. Be weird.

i have mood swings lately, sometime laugh, sometime emo,

4. Plays piano everyday.

yup, for the recovering of my mood swings.

5. Watch the cover of my books.

Don't feel like studying, and don't feel like putting so much effort in 1st MONTHLY TEST.

duh, i don't care what place did i get after test,

but i'm saving my energy for last BIG test.

yea, thats all.

WITHOUT TUITION.

*peace be with u , yo.

6. Do nothin.

hmm, definition for do nothin,

is DO nothin.

( lame, blah )

weekends:

1. church activities

as usual.......

hmm, mayb.

Just now:

1. studying for add maths. *finally.

opps, before that i have study biology,

but, i just suck in some of it @@

2. Still have........

AK, CHEM, PHY, SEJ 

( oh pls, y would sej have essay in this time test, :\ )

subjects that i have to study,

have to. hmmmm.

Lately:

EMO.

hmm,

yea.

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Good luck for those having exams,

includes me, pray for me ya.

Bye.

Chiaos

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yay !

Soorryy for late update fellows xD

Last Saturday it's my BIG-DAY,

yeap, BIRTHDAY xD

My friends celebrated at Friday for me and my other friend,

Lee Pei Yee as she is 1/2 ,

so they just make a simple surprise party for us,

i know what will going ti happen,

and know they are getting presents for us :P

(as i see 2 presents on their table, duh? xDD AHAHHA )

but it still, touches :')

thank you all,

love ya . :D

And my other friend !! Church friends !

ya, not big as last year,

but i feel happier than last year.

( yea, its a secret, actually last year i know tht u all going to make a mini AR 

for me 'amazing race' as i accidentaly saw my sis's and Miss's conversation on FB xD )

so, last year's 'surprise party kinda make me tired,

as i.........ACTED IT ALL DAY xDDD

AHAHAHHA

BUT !

I really love this years than last year,

as i don't know the surprise is going to happen :D

yay, happiness level immensely increase !

yay. AHAHHAA

Now, presents time !

( not according to my personal opinions which are the best,

the best is all !! )

No sequence-ly :p

Lim Zhu Yi's present.

AWWWW, it really make me touched !!

really, felt from the bottom of my heart !

how you make it with all your efforts that when i ate your cookies,

it can be compared if u make it smells nicer,

absolutely eats like famous amos !

THANK YOU T^T

Hoh Qing Ling 's present.

awww ! this touched me too ! i though u would't buy things for me,

( umm, a lazypokes u are ! xD )

really heart you !! 

and its blue also !!! feel shocked when i found out its a beautiful shirt and,

its blue PLUS is my preety babe gave me ! 

THANK YOU <3 p="">

Jasmine Tang's present.

Its a purse ( it kinda...old? vintage? ) and a pair of 'A' earrings.

THANK YOU TOO yea !

heart it too (:

Siew Wan Ying's present.

felt shocked also !! u put it in my bag without my notice !

found it when pastor is preaching :p

it shocked me because...

ITS A GUITAR !! LOVE IT !!

or u know before this i have a guitar key chain also,

and it spoiled .

but this one came with new body and realistic strings also ! xD

THANK YOU ^^ !!

School friend's present.

really thanks, i like the bag and other also !

yea, u all say the tiger hear like my sound ==

OMG lol xD

THANK YOU <3 p="">

Heng Fook Wai and his friends present.

i think its gap d, but thanks !!!

with the saxophonist !!!

hehehe :D

Serene Lim Sei Ling 's present .

I LOVE IT TOO ! 

its a  music box !! i like it !

its.........REALLY AWESOME !

<3 .="" it="" p="">

THANK YOU <3 p="">

and although the card is like that, (heheeee)

but really thanks !!

yea, the words inside also, quite xy-se 

u know xy-se?

sexy=性感，

xy-se=感性。

yea, i know its cold. :p

 Miss Yee Soong 's present !

THANKS !!!

quite shockes when i receive this kind of bag @@

its.....daeps. xDD

i will use it this year (gua) or bigger abit xDD

still nice leh ! its vintage !! :D

THANK YOU ^^

ALL !

yea ! and everybody message or FB wishes,

really thanks <3 .="" :="" br="" touched="">

especially willy's pic xDD

and Ho Zhu Yi's belanja !!

YAY !! although it is a simple lunch ,

YUMMY being free as birthday present :D

THANKS !

THANK YOU ALL !

谢谢你们，

爱我的每个人。

^^

Music Playing-Melodi.

Kau melodi yang indah
Menusuki jiwa
Tanpamu
Hidupku tak bermakna

多么实在的感觉 望着 你的脸
这一刻 我到 了被人遗 忘的永远

Pertemuan yang tanpa diduga
像迷路的人找到回家的路线

Engkau bak lagu dan aku bagai irama
Bersatu kita mewarnai hidup bersama

Tanpamu hilanglah nadi kita berdua
Menderita tiada haluan
窝在 握心里最 动听 的melodi [G]

唯有耶稣。

耶穌你能使瞎眼看見 

耶穌你能醫治傷心人
耶穌你有權柄釋放 

叫不可能變為可能

                         

唯有耶穌掌管天地萬有 

唯有耶穌能使水變成酒
叫狂風巨浪平息 

大能赦罪行神蹟 

耶穌無人能與你相比。

主里合一

哥林多前书 12: 12-27
26 若有一个肢体受苦，所有的肢体就一同受苦，；
     若有一个肢体得，荣耀，所有的肢体就一同快乐。
27 你们就是基督的肢体，并且各自作肢体。

以弗所书 2: 11-22
14 因祂使我们和睦（原文：因他是我们的和睦），
     将两下合而为一，拆毁了中间隔断的墙。

约翰福音 13: 34,35
34 我赐给你们一条新命令，乃是叫你们彼此相爱；
     我怎样爱你们，你们也要怎样相爱。
35 你们若有彼此相爱的心，众人因此就认出你们是我的门徒了。


第一的经文，是在我灵修时读到的，
第二的经文，是在小组读经是看到的，
最后是在小组file里找到的。

只是纯粹分享，上次说到一半就断掉的部分，
在这里分享一些些。


那时有一位团员说到，Work as One.
我心里就觉得有点不对劲，开始想了。
因此我觉得One in Christ更恰当，
毕竟，（以上经文）所要表达的，
对于我们共同的目标有一些些的相关。

当然，对我而言。
这一个目标，好像于我们形影不离，
许多年以来都需要这一个目标来保持着一个团队，
无论是里或外。

说了这么多年，
说做到了？不能这样说。
说没做到？可能也有人在努力的去做，却没成果。

这一些，都已经知道了，
包括我。
但就是有很多的‘东西’，
把原本带着熊熊的一把火定下的这个目标，
而渐渐冷淡掉，
到最后，全成无。

其实，在我说One in Christ这个东西之前，
我在想，如果我说这个，
每一个人会做吗？
每一个人会以同一颗心来一起承担吗？
我不敢说我自己一定会做，
但因着主是我们的和睦者，
因着祂是我们服侍的对象，
我没有理由说不。

尽量的做。


而这个团队里，有很多不同的人，
甚至每个人的心里也有你意想不到的思想，
你会想猜别人，但往往会错，
这时需要的是耐心，宽容。

快快听，慢慢讲。

突然想到，
有一个团员说：
“希望改天有事情一定要说出来，不要憋在心里”

那我说，
对不起，我觉得我做不到这一点。
我本身是一个不容易透露出自己心声的人。
甚至，怀疑过自己有自闭症/忧郁症。:p

而且，我常常把自己的心事告诉朋友，
但觉得，这没什么帮助。
我总得不到一个能安慰我的话。

而且我知道，我说到这，
好像不是一位基督徒该说的话，
但我知道，这一切都有神美好的旨意，
奥妙的计划。
当然，人，
是非常非常软弱的。

要说出来，我需要我能信任的人，
甚至无论我说什么，他/她不会想很多。

这，也是最近所面对的问题。
心里的害怕。

( 害怕什么，
不多说了，
怕边打边哭呀呀呀呀呀。
:p )


在一个团队里，
要的不是和睦是爱。

因着爱，我们才能知道对方的软弱与不足，
因着爱，不会把逼迫放在对方的生命而是去感染。

虽然我说了这么多，我不敢说我会做到100%
也没有理由来评别人，说别人。
毕竟是以基督为底的团队，
因着神，一起从头出发，
主里合一。
(:

Form 4.

I just pass by my second week of school life,
all thing was new here, subjects, classmates and others. (my bag and my white school uniform :p )

timetable for my classes are also new here,
i was envy those people who left their class at 1.10p.m
and i was needed to stay till 2.20p.m due for my class subject.
it was tiring.

through the second week, and yesterday some of my CF seniors told me that,
science and account is not what i think to be that easy,
i must be more hardworking than anyone else,
cause i haven't been to tuition.

as i was intend for taking tuition for my form 4 year,
and i don't know whether next year should i or not.
father and mother, especially my father,
he was worried about my ability to catch up those new subjects,
add math (the most) , chemist, physics, bio, ACCOUNT (subject i worry the most =3= )
every one was saying , form 4 form 5 , there's no time for honeymoon anymore.

I know, all those things.
i know, should i be taking tuitions or not.
it just, i wasn't really to be used to recent life.

the subjects, the ACTIVITYss,
it just let me know what is stress all about since 1997,
i was afraid, to accept many challenges and unexpected subject content.
it was hard, that's what i know.


so, i was planning trying to not get into many activities.
I'm afraid i will FALL, FAIL.

and my mood wasn't always good recently from school started till now,
ummm, i think it was afraid , yea, afraid.


i went devotion just now,
all i want to conclude is,
Stop, and get rest with God.

It was all unexpectable,

subjects, relationships, many.

Emmanuel, (:

God is with us.

Chiaos!

have a happy day everyone.

(:

 

2012 Christmas.

This year's Christmas its a bit simple,
didn't have so much feeling about it this year :(
But, it still nice where people all talking about Apocalypse or doomsday whatever but WE CHRISTIAN still celebrating our savior's born.
This, was the meaning of Christmas.
Not gifts but love, Not a turkey but a baby and Not a sorrow but a joy.
although it just let me felt....simple, and passed so fast.

Hmm, lets start with Christmas Eve,
at first, i was so excited about Christmas Eve, i love big events on nights, especially Eve's.
and that morning i went shopping with my family at Jusco and Metro Kajang,
bought school bag, Step's shoes and more.

after shopping and went home straight go bath and went to church,
all the decorations and all the people around,
there's somekind of excitement in there. teeheee.

and thn blah blah blah , Christmas Eve started.

after all the presentations and sermons by Pas.Kim Sai, take pictures with Worship team then went upstairs,
the most happy hours of all among.
Best friends chitti chat :3 LOVE IT.

after that,this is the one i've been waiting for years,
that i can countdown till 25th with church friends.
FINALLY, I'VE MADE IT.
thanks Dad :DD

We went C180 , wanted to go there for a time,
finally for that too :D drank Milo ais (favorite drinks of all) at Alif Bistro and went up the colorful stairs.
pubs and Christmas tree there.
and the transparent escalator LOL.

my camera's have been spoilt abit recently,
haiz @@

and thn went home and fetched by WeiSheng !
at 1:00++ am , nice Christmas Eve.


Pictures here !


 Normal



E-pics XD




 Best time ever <3 br="br">




 Christmas Day !!

Hello Christmas ! Wake up at 7:30 am,
go for wash up and wear new clothes (a.k.a Worship team's new clothes)
IT STILL FEMINES. and 1st time wearing sleeveless shirt ,
when i 1st heard tht Pas.Nelly say without wearing the small clothes outside,
and i was like O.O SLEEVELESS ?

but when i wear the 'sleeveless' and it was sleeveless,
umm...it was...okay?
although my hands are black and when i see the pics below,
MY HANDS ARE MUSCULAR !! and black white separately  EWW.
but still look FEMINE.

it was FEMINE,
FEMINE, still FEMINE ==
and i SHOULD wear these kinds of clothes always,
as i was a girl. :)




2012 Christmas.



 and now ! SEE THIS !

 2010

 2011

2012

We get bigger and bigger every year,

this is WE.

I LOVE YOU ALL, MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU ALL! ^^

*see qianning had stand on the same place for three years XDD

and then i went Pavilion with Huey Sim's CG but me and wen huey din join them for the movie watching.

me and wen huey spend 2hours and more walking at KL !

quite fun !! heeheeee....

u never know what we do around KL XDD

and lastly ! my outfit for outing on Christmas day !

killing me and sampat teng hooi says it vry ah ma ==
did it ? @@



 LASTLY! I LOVE MY NEW BLOG COVER PHOTO XD
thanks to Willy Lee who took tht ==





My grey Christmas.